Why is life so hard? I've been taking some pretty hard falls on the ass lately I still haven't found a second job, I might end up paying 10,000 for classes I didn't even take, and I don't have a permanent adress because my mothers a psycho. As crappy as my life is right now all I can think about is this one girl in my swim class she's such a one upper. You know those people who always try to beat you at anything you say. All I can think about is how much she gets on my nerves. Basically, yesterday we were talking about why she's been ghost from class for the past couple of weeks. She says I've been in the hospital but don't ask. Okay, then she tells me anyways basically it had something to do with depression. Now, I know, I know boo hoo her but I just don't believe in all that medicine and shit. As much as my life seems to suck I will never let myself get that bad. Thats some b.s. how do you let yourself get so hopeless you suffer from depression? How does your life suck so bad when you not striving for anything. Thats when life really starts sucking honestly when you try to do better for yourself. Even if your limbs are falling off be happy your not dead. Watch a funny movie are go to a place in your mind when your were jus really happy. In life when your trying to reach for success sometimes you have to look for happiness first.
A bit of advice from,
Yanna Monroe
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